[oUR early ywam generation!! yeaH..]
went to a funeral.. and i really wonder why do pple say
things like... i went to ah-keong's funernal..
ah-beng having funeral todae, wan to go?
do they really still owned anything after they died ?
its a chinese funeral.. and my custom i have to do..
the thing is, i dun really know wad i can do or wad i cant do..
and if i have to explain everything, they will properly
fall aslp and never wake up till the cow comes home..
i didn't really wanted to go, coz i if i don't go,
they will say my parents 'dunno how to teach kids'
and i'm really convicted that one day i can reach to my
relative oso.. to the gentiles be like the gentiles..
God is with me.. and i'm not gonna let my faith be shaken..
so after i promise God i went..
nevertheless.. things ain't smooth.. and -sigh-
[skip... a big chunk of details..]
i didn't hold any joss stick or incense thru out the funeral..
really, awarkard.. but my parents seems to know a bit abt christianty
so they just pass it on to other relative.. or helped me
to tell others he dun need..
i felt kinda of bad, letting my parents been bombarded by all questions.
and none of the relative dares to come up to me..
wads is the real big idea? i will hold the joss stick if they points a
knife at my dad or threaten to buy all the mac-donald down..
coz Jesus dun looked at the action but the heart..
and i just wan to do my very best, in worshipping onli One God.
i have my faith.. i will be firm.. joss stick is only a object mah..
i can hold it.. or even buy for them.. but wads the big deal.. ?
*but my relative all quite understand... didn't put my parents
in a difficult position*
maybe they will still discuss or stuff after we left
.. but.. i will be ever ready to explain..
Jeremiah 48:35
In Moab I will put an end to those who make offerings on the high places and burn incense to their gods," declares the LORD .
however.. i'm realli pissed abt something..
and true mus forgive.. but.. i gonna to blog tis down..
this auntie.. kept going around spreading things abt
and from the uncomfortable looked on
other relative face.. can see tat even my relative dun wan to listen
to her.. and wads the thing tat realli pissed me off...
she dun dare to look at me..
when i looked at her.. she just shun away..
heard tat she even do something tat anger my mum
last night.. then todae when we came.. she is like
"eh.. sorry, i use tea to apologise..."
this kinda of pple piss me off.. so fake... anyway..
i will be okie by tmr morning...
so ya...
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